We said goodbye once but it wasnt good at all, it was awful, horrible, bad, i couldnt stand it. I cried the moment my eyes stopped seeing her. I cried all night long. I was begging her in my mind to stay, i knew she was listening. It was my fault, how could i lose such a beautiful soul ! When i first saw her i fall for her sad eyes, i felt she was desperate for a hug, not a hug; my hug.  How could anyone not fall for her eyes ! I thank god for all blind guys she met before me, i am grateful that they were that stupid. She is my weakness that strengthens me. She is my queen when i rule her.